When does it start to get easier? I wonder if we knew it was going to be this bl@@dy hard at the start, if we would have even contemplated doing this.
FWIW, I don't think it is unreasonable for WAH to do everything he possibly can to put your mind at ease. I can see his point of view also, but there wouldn't even be a trust issue if he hadn't had a poor track record in the past.
Hang in there Kim. You've come so far. Maybe you can just put yourself in neutral and cruise for a while. IYKWIM