There we go all done, ready to start this thread now. Hey Lisa you were like lightening to post and thanks. Beth thanks chick that is the decision I am trying to make at the moment a bit like you I suppose. I am also trying to wait for his Anti-D's to kick in but I don't know that they will make the difference that is required somehow I don't think so. I think the trust could be gone and he doesn't do anything to make me think he is worth trusting.
It's amazing how selfish these WAS'S can be, they cause the heartache and then feel they have to justify their mistake by continuing to make it worse. Another part of me says to myself after 10 months if he wanted it to work he would have done more by now so I think it is inevitable where we end up, I just have to get a little stronger and then make the decision b/c he won't.
BB, Piglet, Vj, OCkim I could be joining you over there sooner than you think.
Ah well life wasn't meant to be easy they say but I didn't think it was meant to be this damn hard......KDU
