Alot of things have been swirling in my head. Not alot of good though.
LFL.
But what's the deal with all the collections
Most of them are small well except the angels the teapots and the crosses. The frogs and such are things that remind me of my kids. Two loved frogs as babies one pigs and one cows so I have reminders of those things for when memories fade.
So at least I am getting the anger out which makes me less likey to be depressed overall.
That sounds like a healthy approach. I either stuff my anger or override it 99 percent of the time. Not such a healthy way to deal with it.
The fun was going to end when you got up to pee and then you both reverted back into serious mode
Not really I was joking with him on the way to the bathroom it was when I came back he was acting pissy and I turned off.
Probably your usual dynamic.
I tend to just turn off when he gets pissy.
I will have to state that I hate when playful banter becomes grounds for a argument so I just disengage in it. When you cannot even pick around without walking on egg shells its not worth the effort since no enjoyment comes from it.
I think he wants to see more emotions from you. Correct me if I am offbase.
Emotions no. Not anger not sadness or anything along that line. He wants to see more affection from me. The only emotions he wants to see are those he wants. He is fine with me surpressing the rest of them.