Chrissy wrote
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Do I fear for my saftey not alot on a daily basis.
That would change if I tried to leave.
That is the only time I fear for my childrens physical saftey also. Well when it comes to my H lol.


Chrissy, you've written about your H's violent tendencies before and every time you do, I'm alarmed.
That "lol" seemed really inappropriate to me. What was the exact meaning of that laugh?