I have tried getting angry, but it's just not an emotion I can sustain for very long. I don't think that the whole Christmas thing is helping out much. So much to deal with wrapped up in such a small amount of time.
I appreciate your advice, it is probably a good time for me to really honestly think about why I would even want to get back together with her. Lately the only honest reasons have been to have D6 100% in my daily life again, and to not be alone and I just can't imagine that being a good home life.
