Don't worry Lou, I am not romantically involved with BIL, that one time was a definite MISTAKE and was only because I was traumatised and wanted someone to hug me and it went a bit too far. Men don't generally cuddle without expecting full sex, unless they are watching a film when they cuddle you or they've got flu, so I should have just kept my hands to myself
I don't have anyone that cares about me, not in that way. Haven't had since I was 24 so I feel as if I've been single forever and there have been so many problems in my life that there isn't a hint of a man on the horizon, no hint of vague interest from anyone.
I personally have liked a couple of men since the split, but they had no idea and the feeling was not mutual.
Everyone I like is either married, foreign (therefore living miles away), or just doesn't notice I am alive. So I'm just thinking I will ever have a R - I'm just trying to cope with the fallout from the last one.
