Tomorrow is my 'would have been' 10th wedding anniversary - the first where I have been D. Not looking forward to it. Thankfully I am busy all day so that will help.
DD4 is starring as 'Santa Claus' in the pre-school Christmas Concert in the morning. Her dad and sisters are meeting me there and we are going to watch it together.
I am dreading this too as we NEVER do 'parenting' together but hopefully it won't be too bad.
Then I'm going to pick up her doll from the bus station and Andy will drop us at the train station on his way home.
I hope I don't hate him or cry because of what day it is.
DD4 and I are going to a holiday resort for 3 days where they'll be a 'Bob the Builder' Christmas party, theatre, cinema, eating out at restaurants etc etc. I've paid for all the food in advance.
Really looking forward to this holiday and will be able to tell you how my 'not anniversary' went on the 20th, when I am back.
