I don't want you to have a partner just to forget Andy, but what I want you to understand and start to feel is that you are plenty good enough to be someone elses wife. The issues with the number of times a day to have sex is selfish on the mans part. A real man would see that sex is important but that you have much more that just sex to offer. My sex life was great when my wife turned about 29, then it go better and better. It wasn't about the number of times I got it, it was we learned how to please each other. In the beginning once for her was it, she would be to sore to do it again, but later on she could O 2-4 times to my once. I was more satisfied with our sex life because of the thrill of pleasing her.
I understand that depression makes us see all of our faults and weaknesses, then we get more depressed. The physical things will not be a problem for a man who really loves you. You are pretty, talented and very smart, right now you are just kind of "stuck in the mud". You are young and bright, once you get through the mud you will flourish.
Jo we just have to change something, we just can't spin our tires in the mud, maybe we need to get a little pull from someone to get unstuck.
