VINCES, I am very sorry for the loss of your grandfather. I can empathize. WAW moved out 2 weeks after my father (92) passed away. I didn't/haven't even had a chance to mourn his death when I was hit with another loss. I'm hangin on by a thread but know it will get better someday. In the meantime, focus on what you have not on what you don't have.
Know you're cared about and supported here. We feel your pain and will help you get through it. So just hang in there man, and pray.