just awoke to that terrible midnight phone call...My Grandfather just passed away...he was 87 and lived a long full life and I was just visiting him this weekend in KC...It was like he was just waiting to see me one last time before he passed.

I had a moment of weakness and called W...she answered and we cried together...she said how she wished that I wasn't alone and she started cring again...I told her that I would be fine...She asked if I was going up to KC by myself...don't know why she keeps asking that...I told her that I was and in a moment of weakness I said "I know this is kinda a weird time for us but I don't want you to think that you're not welcome to come with me but I don't want you to feel obligated either"...she just kinda blew it off...I think she said something but it was a non answer.

So the question to the board is.
Do I tell her tomorrow that if she would like to fly up there with me I will book the flight and pay for it? (she asked me to call her with my plans as to when I'm heading up there)