No new news W called me today and said that she had 101 fever...she actually really sounded bad and that she needed to reschedule...I told her fine she needs to take care of herself and her health (I was very accomidating)...
couple of points of interest...I asked her if she had any juice and she said no...I asked her if she wanted me to bring her anything she said that she was going to crash for a while and when she woke up "I might give you a call if I need somthing" Wow...that is pretty big baby step for me. 2)she ended the call "I'll check in with yu later" another wow..."check in" like she needs to do that...almost like we were still married...oh, I guess we are...
I'm really not expecting to hear from W one way or the other...I know from you all to believe none of what I hear and half of what I see...but it was still nice to hear kindness from her.
so why leave a therapy session to waste so I went...couple of interesting points...C is W therapist also.
1) C thinks W wants me to "see what her 'real' issues are" 2) C thinks that OM is as W says "not important to the sits at all, a real non-factor" As weird as that is, it kinda made me feel good...she is still sleeping with OM but weird enough I don't feel so bad about that...still sucks but not as bad as it HAS hurt prior. I asked C if she thought that she was just pulling the wool over or T...she said that she didn't think so because there was enough evidence that backs it up because she was looking for the deceit...she says that she could be pulling the wool over her own eyes and therefore...but she doesn't think so. 3) W is worried that I will change to get her back only to change back after I get her back. (changes won't be real)
Well marriage T is rescheduled for Thur night...is it Wed yet?
