WHAT IF THE BEST THING FOR ME IS TO GET AWAY FROM THE W? I mean...I have no kids...she obviously doesn't want to be with me...she is at OM house again tonight...I understand the concept of DB and am all for it but where is the threshold of pain where we say enough is enough...I am relatively young and this is absolutly the craziest thing I have ever been a part of.
Had a small relapse tonight...I have been out all night drinking and text W "R U still up" (knowing she is at OM house)...she did not respond...just found out my grandfather has terminal cancer and want her to know that he only has a few weeks to live.
Not a great start to 2006...lose my wife, grandfather and close friend in the same 3-6 mos.
