Wow...Thank you...I really needed that...You're right...I was doing so well and then New Years came and I fell off the horse...This needs to be more about me and less about her...
I really think that I have been expecting the worst for so long, when I got that glimmer of interest by W...it kinda jolted me...I didn't sleep a wink last night.

And you have to know that I have an insecurity (like I think most of us novice DB would) that by not returning the call I would actually fuel the fire...But...I would not ever not call back so I'm putting my faith in 180 tech.