OK...it's 11:45pm...W just called as I'm trying to gain strength from the board...I have been dark since last Wed...it's been driving me crazy going dark...the whole time knowing she has been at OM house for past three nights...well it took all my strength to not answer and guess what...no message...tell mw my mind is not racing a million miles an hour right now.
Venting below... so don't read unless you're board...
why did she call? better yet why did she not leave a message? If she wanted to pass along info and not talk to me she could always text me (like in the past)... Could my prayers be answered that she might miss me a little?
Or more realistic... is she thinking after the past few nights with OM...she doesn't want to waste any more time going to our first therapy appt and just file for D.
Usually don't like to beg for feedback but really looking for some thoughts from the board on this one.
