... I guess what I'm reading into this is that even though she doesn't think OM is her long term love, she also doesn't think we will ever have a relationship that is more than friends because she doesn't think I will ever be able to feel more deeply than I do now. And even if she did think so she is closing the door and looking for her future to be somewhere else...
I guess I could think that it's just because of the intense 'in love' feelings she is into right now, but she sure has a LOT of resentment and anger over the past couple years being so negative for us.
