I have to confess that I haven't read your threads yet. But is there a chance you can get together with you WAH again? Remember, you can ask him, which is what I do almost every time. If you guys shared pleasant moments, then chances are he'll see you again.
I've turned my sitch over to a higher power and now I feel so much more peaceful. I even have all the ingredients out on the counter to make some oatmeal cookies later tonight.
I'm just going to go with the flow tomorrow. We'll probably have a glass of Merlot, some cheese and cracers and cookies, then maybe go Christmas shopping or whatever I can think of to do, then out to dinner. I really will focus on him and not the OW or our R.
You talk like you think this is the end for you and your H. Have you or he gone dark?
There's a success story on the 180 forum. I think her username is Coffeedrinker or something like that. I can't remember the name of her thread. Anyway the last I looked I was the only one who had responded to her, and she responded back with a very long update,and then at the end the story of how they got back together. It's nice to read success stories--gives us hope.
