If I had come home at my normal time I wouldn't hesitate to say that I thought he wanted to get caught, but I came home almost an hour earlier than I normally do and walked in pretty much unexpectedly on him. So honestly, I don't think he meant to be caught, not right now anyway.
As far as his viewing porn, we had a similar situation earlier this summer that he excused away, one which I didn't wholly buy his story on, but I gave him the benefit of the doubt on anyway. He says now that he's only been viewing this stuff for the past several weeks, but because I've brought the issue up to him within this time-frame and gave him the opportunity to be honest with me about it....I don't know. He could have been viewing it for quite some time.
All I really know is the fact that he's lied to me about it, was viewing it with our son running around, and still for the most part isn't stepping up to the plate sexually speaking....woke up that screaming banshee that lives deep down within me. If I could have turned him to dust on the spot, I would have.
Lying and deception is a HUGE deal to me.
Something I did find interesting while I was letting loose on him yesterday was that he would often say "I had that coming" or "I deserved that".
