I wanted to let someone know something good for a change. Seems like I've done nothing but "-itch" on this message board.
It's Friday night and since our last "talk", (on Tuesday), my husband has been very nice. He called me at work the day after our blow up to tell me he loved me. He said he had a plan. I told him not to tell me 'cause I was tired of being dissapointed. (He is a major "p" tease)
But he made it plain all week that I would get special attention on the weekend.
Then Friday night came, and he really did his very best. I am really happy at the effort he put forth. Evan though the end results for me were not the best (no "O") I know he loves me enough to try really hard. The problem was probably me because its been so long, I think my body has forgotten how to "get there" Plus, this is a major emotional step for us; it means so much to me that he can actually show me he cares. Between my head and my neglected body, the "O" just didn't happen. But I feel we are on a healing path. I tend to be an optimist in all area of my life no matter what. So I believe in my heart that we are going to be alright.
Thank you for the encouraging post, I just wanted to let whoever reads these message boards to read something good from me for a change.
By the way, I thing I've figured out how to change my sign on. I'm gonna change my sign on to ssbunny or something similar.
