had to shut down my email, it's just too hard to be reminded that i havent heard from him this morning, knowing darn well what it most likely means. I'm really praying for strength and courage and guidance right now. I just can't imagine going back through all this.
i do have the appt. right after lunch with credit counseling, so will see what they may have for suggestions. I never told h i made the appt, just as well, I guess.
