Damn just lost a post.

I was crying last night when I got home, thinking of how close we came to being apart. H held me and told me it was in the past, several times.

H evidently sent monster and email from the other guys account, calling her a deceitful who-e. So I'm sure that will get fire works going. worrys me.

H said that it was really hurtful to find what he did, he feels like such an idiot, said he was sorry for telling me about it but he had no one else to talk to. H said she is coming on to this guy every bit as strong and with the exact same nicknames/endearments she used with him (hmmmmmmmmm, this guy got a promotion in the past month. can we say gold-digger?)

H didnt sleep, I even thought to myself "I know how this is going to go", and yep I was right...H tossed and turned and woke me up to ml in the middle of the night, still tossed and turned so I didnt get any sleep either. H seemed kinda grumpy this morning.

We are meeting my Dad and brother for lunch in a bit, I hope he's cheered up or it helps him cheer up. tomorrow is his dads bday party. He told MIL "sounds like fun" when she called about it, so I hope he is still enthusiastic. For him to even be willing to do such things is a change, though.

Gotta run.


been around awhile!