Hi Deb Just wanted to let you know there are ears out here for ya! I'm sorry that you're uneasy and H has hit all the triggers the last few days. Maybe it's just work stress, or nothing.. him contemplating everything to put it behind him once and for all. That's what I'm hoping for you! You've done so much hard work and come so far with your M and continue to give him the best through it all. You have a lot to be proud of, whatever is on your H's mind. Hang in there and know your BB friends are here for you!