Deb, I'm a lurker and couldn't help replying to your latest. You two are doing so well, but you've got to let Monster go. You are concerned about him thinking about her yet you keep bringing her up for him to think about. I feel you are slipping--get your confidence back Deb. Leave the R talks alone for awhile. Who gives a rat's behind where she parks?! Are you really going to let that get to you. And you are sneaking a peak at his schedule? What are you hoping to find. Deb, it's been awhile now, please let go of your obsession with her. Now he is feeling he needs to justify what he does--is that really what you want--I'm afraid you are going to push him away. Trust!