Friday night...he's asleep on the couch. It's been almost a month since my last "O". Not a month since we ML. Just a month since it was good.
We have been trying this new thing, "your turn" then next time "my turn". My thought was this would take the pressure off of him, and let him enjoy ML completely when it was his turn.
Since this agreement, he has had two mind-blowing BJ's from me. (He got an extra since I got my period right after his first turn) I try to show him how nice it is to give someone you love pleasure. I don't think he gets it.
Even after my period, my turn didn't include any special attention. He just doesn't like female parts.
I think he thinks girls are "icky".
I've never been self conscience of my body until him.
In my first marriage, thanks to my X's attitude toward womens bodies, I never worried about anything. With this husband, again because of his attitude, we never have sex during my period, I douche way too much for good health and I try really hard not to get to wet during foreplay ( what little foreplay I get)
I feel all of our problems in bed are directly related to his inhibitions. I can't believe he is so fussy. I think he would be happy if we never had sex.
