I feel you with that downer of a PMA kind of day. They come and they go. Personally, I don't see any use in beating yourself up about it. It's all part of the deal. But, from what I know of you, your PMA will be back.
Sorry to hear about your mom's fall. Sounds like you got a good couple of parents you want to hold onto. Hope she really is fine like you stepdad said. It's nice to see two people taking care of each other, huh?
My minor pg scare is over as of a couple minutes ago. After I took the test, I knew it must just be stress. But there was such a part of me that WANTS to be pg that I was scared that my body would start listening to my emotions and I'd jinx myself into being pg. I never thought my biological clock would start ticking, especially after I've already had one. But, I'm kind of supersticious about pregnancy for some reason. Like that "pregnancy comes in threes," saying. When a woman at work started wondering if she was pg I started to really get nervous. Isn't that dumb!
Men are stupid about Christmas cards. Even when H and I were together-together he wouldn't open them. But, I sure know that it's just another reminder you don't want smacking you in the face when H will open up the ones addressed to him only.
Gosh I wish there was a way you could run that ranch on your own and tell your H to take a hike and come back when he has something to offer. No, I know that's not what you want or maybe even need. But, I'm just having this feeling right now like I'd like to be set free to make my own success in this world instead of trying work around someone else who's pulling you sideways instead of forward. I know, I know, it ain't that simple...I'm just in a mood. Anybody got the tune for Free Bird?
Wait aren't biological clocks and free birds in conflict?
