Hanging on/The Long Haul

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Ok, I am real close to posting hubby's email address or cell phone number so you can all contact him direct. Or make direct contact with a 2x4. I mean, one on one contact with him. Whatever. I suppose this still has to run it's course and I can't change that path, but I sure wish I could communicate with H, we could just talk this out and it would all be okay.

What would I say to that woman? I'd say your days are hard and may get even harder, but somehow you will get thru all this and the sun will shine again and you'll be able to smile for real. You'll make it no matter what, you'll be okay, and let me know what I can do to help. And then I wouldn't let her fade away, I'd try to contact her so she wouldn't feel alone in the world, and know that my offer to help was genuine.

Weird day here, boss got back and a guy got suspended probably will be terminated for an out of control tangent. Another guy just walked by talking about his wifes family, doesn't care for many of them, made a comment 'a tiger doesn't change his stripes'. I thought about H, can he change his stripes? I used to like his stripes, so if he can't change them then where did they go? Where did these imposter stripes come from and who took the stripes I like? I want them back NOW please.

It's warmed up to double digit temps today, and we're having a very pretty soft snowfall. The kind that you want to go for a walk and hold hands, even with your mittens on. sigh.