I hope you aren't mad at me for being harsh. I'm sure that everyone can see that your rollercoaster has been really tough lately and we all wish we could be there to take you out for a glass of wine/cold beer/pick your vice and show you a fun time. You really need, and deserve, to be happy!
If I could just wave a wand...for you and for so many others on these boards...but I can't...I can only sit here and wish the best for you. :\
