Thanks amd, I just have to maintain it.

ZenMan = porn superstar! I've been missing it! List one, I'll go rent it. Couldn't figure out how to contact you off that page, yet.

between you two You need to explain 'which two'?

You're pretty right about man issue/mlc/straddling the fence/independence/need to be needed/pushing away........and I bet you think I'm wishywashy. Geez, who said a woman can't make up her mind?

But I have to say, I've thought about this morning, and H coming in the bathroom when I was still in there. In normal times, that's nothing unusual. But in recent weeks/month, he hasn't come even close! Last night I sent him a txt, this morning he undresses for the shower while I'm standing there in my robe......did I miss a chance? or was that a test to see if he could come close to me? I sooooo wanted to touch him and hug him, I didn't, and he disappeared behind the shower curtain.

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Riding the trail less traveled.