Hanging on/The Long Haul

[WCW]

I think it's an east coast reunion, not sure of all the details.

Thanks, Sara, yes - normal felt so good, it feels like I can't trust it. The only thing missing was hugs and kisses. And last night H took a shower, and what wasn't normal was that I didn't join him and we didn't keep each other awake with ML half the night. I also had a glimpse of his profile from across the room earlier in the evening, and I thought how handsome he is. So, while he was in the shower I sent him a txt mssge about "remembering how our Sunday nights used to be, and I wanted to tell you earlier how handsome you are, and now I did." Risky, but it felt right to do it.

This morning my heart skipped a beat. I was in the shower and H walked in, I thought maybe he was joining me, but not. But we did have some good old conversation about cold weather, etc. Then he took a shower and was out before I left today, so we had more chit chat before I left for work, he even asked me about the little car today and if it warmed up! Woohoo! he asked ME a question!

And yup, he does start skiing tonight. I'm not ready to start skiing in sub zero temps, and I didn't get my stuff ready, and and and , am I making excuses? This will be his first attempt since he got hurt over a year ago. Maybe I should ride along just to see how it goes. I have all day to decide if I'm brave enough to tell him I am going too.