Thank you ROK, I'll be working on that positive frame of mind!
It continued tonight as I was putting things in the proper places, and even noticed that H took the wrapper off the last deodorant that I bought for him and had put a smiley face on it. What? he doesn't like a smiley face in his arm pits? And H got home, I said a cheerful HI, and he right away showed me the receipt for the fuel he just got, and we had conversation about price of farm diesel vs diesel, where he got it, where he was before he drove there........ so we've started out better than all week already. And then!!!! he offered more information about his morning and the neighbor stopping by and the hunting season. Yup, he feeds off me, I feed off him, we send a bad vibe and it bounces back as a bad vibe. I have a lot of work to do to undo the last week/months. Geez, I would have NEVER thought shopping could EVER change MY attitude to +positive+. I really really dislike shopping. But I sure am glad I went tonight!
But I really gotta get busy outside, haven't made it out yet. BBRrrr, I'm procrastinating!
Live your life while you are still living. Riding the trail less traveled.
And H got home, I said a cheerful HI, and he right away showed me the receipt for the fuel he just got, and we had conversation about price of farm diesel vs diesel, where he got it, where he was before he drove there........ so we've started out better than all week already. And then!!!! he offered more information about his morning and the neighbor stopping by and the hunting season. Yup, he feeds off me, I feed off him, we send a bad vibe and it bounces back as a bad vibe. I have a lot of work to do to undo the last week/months. Geez, I would have NEVER thought shopping could EVER change MY attitude to +positive+. I really really dislike shopping. But I sure am glad I went tonight! 
