Cobra....I guess just the ones I mentioned I feel are old fashioned. But I agree with almost all of them. I also strongly agree that men and women are very different. Often times women want men to act like they do or feel like they do and that is just never going to happen. Women should not expect that.

This weekend I just didn't get a chance to talk to him. Nor did I feel it was a good time. Because I was kinda angry with him. I had asked him to do a couple of really important things and he simply didn't do them and stated he didn't have time. He had time for a social visit with family. But not the things I asked him to do for me. Those things were only phone calls also that were important. Then I asked him to straighten up a few things. That also he didn't do.


But need to journal here.....

I am feeling rather guilty because I got asked out at work the other night. Of course I didn't go. BUT a big part of deep down really wanted to. There is this guy at work that is so good looking. He has had his heart broke once before and has only had one serious girlfriend. He likes me and I can so tell it. I guess he finally got up the nerve to ask me. I was dumb founded and taken by surprise when he asked I was like um no I am going shopping after work. It felt soooo good to have someone show me attention. My husband hasn't shown any interest in soooo long. I hold fidelity so strong of a value. I was really embarrassed at how this attention made me feel.