OK. I've had enough of this. Somebody said it to me earlier, spending time thinking about the EA is just "wasted mental energy", energy that I need for repairing my relationship. So I'm just going to drop it. I don't want to think about it anymore. I said a prayer to help OW and her family through their crisis, and a prayer to protect my family from harm should any spill out of it. That's the best I can do. I'll probably still mention a few things to the C tonight, just so he is aware and can help with any lingering negative thoughts I had, but beating myself up over this is a waste. I fell down, we all do, and I just need to pick myself up and move on.
I know some of you will probably want to help, and I do appreciate that help, but if my responses to your responses ( ) are rather short and to the point, just know that I am trying to put it in the past. Thanks everyone for listening.
"Recollect me darlin, raise me to your lips, two undernourished egos, four rotating hips"
) are rather short and to the point, just know that I am trying to put it in the past. Thanks everyone for listening. 