NOPkins (someday you'll have to tell me how you chose that name)
Thanks a bunch for asking. I am in a tight spot emotionaly right now, so it does help when you know there are people out there who care.
Actually, your suggestion went very well. I am at a conference right now (which is why I was busy) so I decided to try out the kiss thing just before I left. As she had said to me and to the MC, she was wary of giving me a passionate kiss because she felt like it would lead to me wanting sex at that moment. So I figured that if I did it right before I had to leave, she wouldn't have that thought. Anyway, my first attempt was aborted by her putting on makeup, but I had a flash that she might be even less inclined to kiss after putting on lipstick. So I did a few things, then came back into the bathroom right after she finished and made a move to kiss her. She responded with a peck, but I held her shoulders and began attempting to kiss her more strongly saying "I want more." She said, "but I just put lipstick on", to which I responded "well you can just put some more on in a minute then." She surprised me by responding to the more passionate kiss. It wasn't the best kiss I ever had, but given that it has been 5 months since I have had a passionate kiss, it felt wonderful. After a minute or so, we broke off and I said "we should do that more often." She responded, "ok, but are you going to jump all over me." I said "no, I won't assume a passionate kiss means sex immediately later." She seemed happy.
Well, as I have alluded to though, I am really down in the dumps right now. I am a bit hesitant to write why down here, because of what people have said, write as if you expect your S to read them (either now or later). I am not sure I want my W to know these thoughts. I know most people will just respond, only you can decide, but maybe somebody has some words of wisdom that will let me know what I should do.
Thanks again NOPkins
"Recollect me darlin, raise me to your lips, two undernourished egos, four rotating hips"
