CSW: I have read most of your posts & I am in the same boat as you were. The only difference is that I made a mistake 23 years ago. (See my old posts). If you have time read my old posts because I need advice. I have noself-esteam for myself plus I see no future without W. I don't have any friends to GAL with so I need to see what you recommend. It sounds like you did the right things!