We had another pretty good weekend. I have figured out something about my H. He gets really grouchy when he doesn't have enough "relaxing" time at home. But I normally take how he acts as something is wrong between he and I, when that is not really the case. So, since we are so very busy at this time of year, I will make a concious effort to be even more upbeat and do things to take more stress off him when I sense him getting like this.

Only thing is who is gonna take some stress off me?

I am going to put a more personal update here, so if you are easily offended stop reading now.

Sat am H showed interest while I was rushing to get dressed and get S10 out the door. I told him to "hold that thought".

Later I came home and asked him if he wanted to sneak upstairs, he said yes....

So while we were rolling around on the bed, playing, he asked me what I wanted to do and I took a chance and said " I want to make love". I was not sure if he would stop or what he would say if anything. What he did was continue and it was really nice. I was hoping for an ILY. I didn't get that, but that's okay. Baby steps right?

Last night I had a small jolt back to reality... I came downstairs and it seemed like he closed out of what ever he was looking at on the computer. So who knows... I ignored it and sat down to watch TV with him.

...any thoughts?

Me 54
DS19 and DS17
Married 06/1989
Divorced 01/2011