I totally agree wit hwhat you are saying; but letting go is real hard. Whenever I try, I feel like I will lose her forever and then I realize that she wold go anyway. That is what scares me.
On top of it, like I was saying, I am unpacking stuffand along with that card, I came across a birthday card from my grandmother who died a few years back and had pretty much been out of it in a nursing home for years. It pretty much told me how she loved me and I was her number one grandson. I just can't seem to catch a break on anything. I mean I am glad that I still have that; but it hurt to read it. Not only did I lose my family; but losing my grandmother hurt alot.
