Nothing has gone wrong; but posting; because it is hard to not have anxiety over this. I'm sure some of you know that it is real hard to want to see things change and want to do or say certain things to the X; but know that it is not the right thing to do. I just need to vent...I am trying hard to have hope; but not be so hopeful that I end up disappointed and that is the part that is so hard. To see what you want to believe are signs from her; but in the end they may not be. Or maybe they are and that it just takes time.

Frank