One additional comment. Did I blow it by getting a little close too fast? Is it recoverable? I know I shouldn't worry about her and should worry more about myself; but it is hard to back away from someone you love when you think there might be a chance. You tend to push the limits, even though that is not a good idea right now. I have a hard time stepping back, even though I know I need to. I guess my fear of letting her go a bit after helping her and being a little close is scary and I am afraid to lose her. But I can't lose something I don't have right now and like Just said, I need to let her come to me. I just hope that I didn't scare her off by my actions yesterday.
