Well, yesterday I was going up towards where my kids and X live to look at property and guess what??? I ended up driving behind her the whole way there. She had just come from dropping my stepsons friend off who lived in the area we used to live and where I still am.
Anyway, not sure if she knew it was me. Guess I was disappointed that she didn't see me or called; but I guess I shouldn't expect that right now. Guess I got to take what is given right now. See, I have been working on me for hte past year and I guess I have to realize that she is just starting to work on herself. Just hard to want to talk to her about things and know that I have to approach stuff differently and let her be her and hope she comes around. I guess the fact that I have been at her house more and she has dumped the guy is at least a step towards the possiblity of maybe someday getting towards talking about us.
Just hard to want that; but not be sure what will happen...
