Well, was a good day today. Took the kids bowling and X came!!! We all seemed to have a good time. My X had to take my daughter to drop her off at a sleepover later and I spent a few more hours with the kids. We hooked up later for dinner and that seemed to go well too. I paid the billand she said you know I zoned and I could give you some money for dinner. I said no, I asked you to go with us. We left it at that and she went home.
One other thing as that my daughter hs to be picked up tomorrow around 10:30am...I live over where she is and the drive is a half hour from her house. I work near her house, so I told her I could pick my daughter up and bring her to her on my way to work. She said if you can that would be great.
Well, just trying to not push and take it slow and keep living; but man is it hard. But at least things are better than before. However, I do still wonder if, for her, if she is "just getting along" and has no intentions of thinking of it another way??? Guess I won't know for a bit; but it sounds like if I back off a bit for the next few days, that next week I can bring up the Billy Joel Concert that I have tickets for.
Thoughts? ;-)
P.S. Just got a call from X asking me if I left a sweater in a bag that had some of the kids stuff. Told her yes it was mine. We cahtted a bit more and I told her it was fun to get together with the kids and go bowling and dinner. SHe agreed. I told her she didn't do bad at bowling...She said "Yeah, not bad for and old lady!!!" So, told her have a good night and she said you too. Hey may never work out; but I guess psoitive progress is better than none!!!
