Actually, I would love that too; but could only handle it if it was in the context of a time where we were working it out...which may never happen...My head says to give up based upon her non-responsiveness towards me as far as talking about doing something or such...I am trying not to ask her about going out for a bit...Basically, I am trying to back off and not pressure her...let her think about things if she is...But my heart still says don't give up...
Well, I gues only time will tell...I guess I have far more faith than she does...I cannot honestly see how anyone can go out with a married person...very rarely does it ever go anywhere...but that is not my problem that is hers...My problem comes when/if she ever decides to approach me to work it out...
If not, I keep going on and who knows eventually, if it is not to be with her, it will fade and someone else will be there...just hard to conceive of that now...I wish for it to work; but I am just letting it go a little...she may even dump on me nexxt time I see her who knows.
