I don't ttotally disagree with you...However, she has never had trouble saying no before and like I said she is the one who suggested the sitter...The only mistake I have made was to be insecure and ask about it again.
I do know from our previous outing, that she is guilty, confused and not knowing what to do...I just am not good ant sitting back and making like I have a great life going on. My life is ok; but I get to where I think if I go out with her once in a while, that we will make a breakthrough....I just don't want to do it too often until I know whether I am being used to go out or if like she told me Saturday that she is lost and confused.
Believe me, if I knew something else better was coming, then I guess I might see her diffeently; but I will always love her not matter what relationship I am in in the future...I guess I am afraid to blow it and right now there is nothing for me to blow...It is up to her to deal wit hthings and show me that she wants to work with me!!!
