Just_Me, I agree wit hall you say. The hard parts are that I want to be there with her and know I can't push...I try and ocupy my life and time with things; but I have 10 yrs of being with my kids, etc. Now that is gone...I am afraid to show her a side that is needy...I also seem to have no luck in getting out and meeting women. All I want from them or her is a date and hopefully, something clicks and you go from there; but for the past year nothing.

Also,WHy a month ago was she so angry and adamant at me to not deal with each other and now she iw willing??? I can't take this confusion; but will not walk away just in case.