Well, I called last night to see how their Thanksgiving went. My youngest ended up hanging up before I could talk to all of them. So, I called back and finished...Then he go back on the phone kept saying gobble gobble then humg up...So didn't get to speak to X.
Anyway, was headed into movies with friends and my cell rang...It was X...she put My youngest on...she said he was crying because he wanted to talk some more and had hung up...
After talking to him I tallked to X and stupid me asked her about whether she had a sitter this weekend. She told me she had talked to her mom and had one; but that there was a problem with Friday...She told the kids she would take them to the library to see Polar Express at 7pm...She didn't know what time it got oot or if her mom was going...So, she said we could play it by ear...I unfortunately pushed a little and said unless your mom can't do the sitting, we should plan on going after. She said ok and I told her I would call her tomorrow...looks ok and hope I can just be me with no R talk...
Also, myself X and kids are supposed to go to downtown entertainment and tree lighting thing tomorrow night, so hope there is no overload :-)
I just want her to be open to seeing me and who I am today...I know I am stressing; but it is natural, as I want it to go well.
