Well, first he verbally turned me down..what I call a pre-emptive strike (I *did* want to ML tonight but after watching that movie...<trails off>).
Then when I just rolled over and said good night, he suddenly perked up.
Yes I could have easily gotten laid last night. Is that my ultimate goal? Well yes and no, lol.
I do want the physical love but not because he's playing some kinda game with me. Is that what he's doing?
Man this LD stuff flat out confuses me sometimes.
My patience is wearing thin today, is all.
Oh and Blackie, he knows exactly what I want. He had one good flirt Fri night so the whole weekend was not a wash. He was aggressive and grabby. Yum.
He just didn't want me last night and hadn't for the last two nights prior to that, either. He wasn't sure how to put that into words without offending me.
Ok, whatever, I say to that.
But the confusing part comes in when he suddenly started desiring me after I totally gave up on him. Wtf is up with that? Baffles me. There was physical evidence that he was turned on, so I am not imagining things. Plus, he asked to ML.
What...is my turning my back on him (which is unusual) an aphrodisiac in his world?
I'm sure we'll work it all out tonight but today I'm feeling irritable! Both with him and myself.
