I just got off the phone with H. We talked for about an hour and a half. The last thing that was discussed was the 'no kissing rule'. I asked how long that was going to be in effect and he said forever. I just don't even know what to say. I know I can't live like that forever and I just don't know how to face what that means.
"Happiness is a butterfly, which, when pursued, is always just beyond your grasp, but which, if you will sit down quietly, may alight upon you."
