Seems to me like you answered your own post. I am not familiar with your situation, but reading your posts, you have just done a total 180 on your way of thinking.
So to me that is why you would keep DBing. (sorry, I don't mean to sound like a smart ar$e ~ that is not my intention). It is just as an outsider reading your posts for the first time, I was amazed at the change from post one to your last one.
I think that is a great thing. God is this site great or what? It is. The people are just priceless.
