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So anyway, over the monthes my feelings towards him have softened and we have recently managed to get quite close to one another, Infact on my other thread I actually wrote that I feel more for him than I ever remember doing..infatuated was the work I used.


However, I don't know whether he has felt this too and it has scared him but the last week has been just awful. He has spent more time in the pub than I have ever known him doing, he has turned up late for dinner (3 hours late!!) He has not been staying around as long as he used to making lame excuses to 'get away' like he has housework to do.. This is a man who doesn't even own or know how to use a vacume LOL So I'm not sure what is going on. All I know is that this last week has seemed like a major rollar coaster ride and I don't like it. I do suffer from depression from time to time. I do a good job of controlling it with diet and exercise, PMA whever possible and avoiding stress so as you can immagine this past week has worried me. If he is testing me, playing games I can do without it...




I wonder too if hes felt it and now playing games with you? Probley not the best way to win you back!!! You not being able to share your feelings and needs with him just doesnt seem right, youd hope hed want nothing more than to be supportive and understanding.