yes that was my point also, the porn got LG's motor running, (thanks for the admission BTW LG) despite the fact that it was "budding young women under humiliating circumstances" a person, male or female, can protest against it, but they cant change their wiring. When guys protest, or say they are unaffected, then my radar really gets to wondering.
and No, I certainly am not one of those guys. I am the guy that laughs at protestations and comments of 'yuccky' and 'ew gross'. I laciviously wink and say, yeah gross. I was becoming uninterested in it for the last few years there with my x, the longer we were together the less I enjoyed it, wanted it, it had any effect, whatever. We were really, really active in the end there and I was so in lust with her body and its transformation from me being a nutrition fanatic and our joint weight training,(guess who benefitted from this while living with us......) she was the only visual I wanted. Truthfully it was probably because I intentionally made all these EC anchors to her during sex so that I was easily able to overlook OW for the most part, dont know that I will do that again ripping them out is bru-tallll. It took years for me to get there, but apparently it was the wrong thing to do.
She was in charge of the selection of porn, that way if it was something especially weird it wasnt my fault, and I could be accused of nothing, while I would rib her about her predilictions. . Ron Jeremy was NEVER in there BTW. LOL.
Why am I reminiscing.... and WHY TF does she always have to bring up our sex life when she reminisces......rhetorical
Some porn shows repetitive massaging of organs in an endearing fashion. That is particularly effective for me.
The painful, model wanting to run away or the "facial"...never did squat for me.
I just kinda take offence that he was lookin while i was in the hospital, the last time he looked i was at the C, the time before that, out of town 600 miles away.
OH BTW he asked how I was doing as if interested...hmmm...not back 2 weeks yet and that?...well maybe some teens are more effective for him...(thinking that is a bit gross but....) He was so very deliberate the last time he offered, that I wanted nothing to do with it again, scratching and not respecting "easy"....I dunno...I dunno at all....
Pity me that the heart is slow to learn
What the swift mind beholds at every turn.
Edna St. Vincent Millay
He's retired. I'm a homemaker. Honestly 24/7 took some time to get used to. He's ED....so....
There was something ironic about me being spayed and him surfing that kinda thing...unless it was pure tension relief. In the past, I was greatly upset that he would look at "pinup" type things and yet wouldn't look at me. (I may not be a 10 but 6-8 would easily apply) Oh well...
Hey what happened to the board?...the back pages are very difficult to find.
Pity me that the heart is slow to learn
What the swift mind beholds at every turn.
Edna St. Vincent Millay
Quote: Hey what happened to the board?...the back pages are very difficult to find.
LostGal,
Try changing the drop-down window on the lower lefthand side of the main screen. You probably have it set now to just show the posts "In the Last Month." If you change it to "Within the Last Year", for example, you'll get tons of pages load.