yes that was my point also, the porn got LG's motor running, (thanks for the admission BTW LG) despite the fact that it was "budding young women under humiliating circumstances" a person, male or female, can protest against it, but they cant change their wiring. When guys protest, or say they are unaffected, then my radar really gets to wondering.

and No, I certainly am not one of those guys. I am the guy that laughs at protestations and comments of 'yuccky' and 'ew gross'. I laciviously wink and say, yeah gross. I was becoming uninterested in it for the last few years there with my x, the longer we were together the less I enjoyed it, wanted it, it had any effect, whatever. We were really, really active in the end there and I was so in lust with her body and its transformation from me being a nutrition fanatic and our joint weight training,(guess who benefitted from this while living with us......) she was the only visual I wanted. Truthfully it was probably because I intentionally made all these EC anchors to her during sex so that I was easily able to overlook OW for the most part, dont know that I will do that again ripping them out is bru-tallll. It took years for me to get there, but apparently it was the wrong thing to do.

She was in charge of the selection of porn, that way if it was something especially weird it wasnt my fault, and I could be accused of nothing, while I would rib her about her predilictions. . Ron Jeremy was NEVER in there BTW. LOL.

Why am I reminiscing.... and WHY TF does she always have to bring up our sex life when she reminisces......rhetorical