An affair may not be honest, respectful or anything else other than selfish and selfmedicating need to be loved.

Whew, this is making my mind reel....... damn you and thank you, LostGal

Your clinical assesments of the porn you came across (probably true no doubt) is more then slightly comical to me, considering it follows a remark that it had the ability to arouse you, despite all that.

<attraction brain> mmmmm, that makes me hot
<logical brain> gross, that is so wrong...

<BF chuckling>